R. Resting behind the counter. Intricate gadgets scattered on the counter. Like clockwork.
He pushes it all aside.
"Oh, this is just a project," he informs me.
I should've stopped. Asked:
"What sort of projects" or "What exactly are you working on?"
She sits. Knee on knee. Lower leg swinging like some drunk branch on an elm. Her arms are crossed, resting on her belly fat (which she can feel through her gray fleece pea-coat). His 5 o' clock shadow grins, bearing milky teeth.
"Hallo. I'm from Bwoston," it hails.
His hair has grown. His eyes have become more selfish, more careless.
What a hypocrite.
"Rich people piss me off," he said.
The damn prick. And look at that lazy ass. His aunt'$ money got him out of state, in some east coast college, potential budding like cat nip.
"God damn you," she said. Pursing her lips.
He stands, walks away, head low as he searches his Blackberry.
He
They say you can take the girl out of the trailer park, but you can't take the trailer park out of the girl.
We're born with it in our veins. Whatever it is.
It's there until we're silent, stuffed six feet beneath chigger-infested grass and aching elms.
And still, it pulses through our dead instincts.
White trash girls sneer, bearing murky teeth.
White trash girls shriek, rusty words clanging against torn lips.
A crucifix rests against her freckled skin, dangling in angst, pitifully swinging.
Eyes shadowed in fishnet glitter, her sun-spotted and dirtied irises.
Rouge lips decaying, she retells her clammy night with the contractor
"Have you ever swallowed your sorrow?"
It burns because gorging on something as rank as self-pity only sits in your stomach for a month, like that rotten roast beef you ate after you took one last hit of H and you realized how disgusting food really was and how your pockets were barren like her uterus, her desolate womb.
"We're never safe here, not anymore."
Because he just had to piss off the Vietnamese gang of starving, frustrated savages; they worked like the Vietcong, almost reborn.
And they stalked him every night shift, licked the tip of his shadow. And they were silent, dead, he had no idea he even set them on fire.
As the tea ket
I want to choke on chains so rusted that my blood feels victimized by iron oxide.
I want to dig so deeply that the unrelenting soil shreds my fingernails.
I want to toast socialism for robbing people of what freedom tastes like; they know a numbing escape.
She said he carved valleys into her face:
valleys from scars so deep you could drown in them,
scars so persistent that even sleep couldn't ward them away,
scars that gorged on freedom.
Pearls galloped out of her wet orifice: the enslaved warriors of sullen days past.
R. Resting behind the counter. Intricate gadgets scattered on the counter. Like clockwork.
He pushes it all aside.
"Oh, this is just a project," he informs me.
I should've stopped. Asked:
"What sort of projects" or "What exactly are you working on?"
She sits. Knee on knee. Lower leg swinging like some drunk branch on an elm. Her arms are crossed, resting on her belly fat (which she can feel through her gray fleece pea-coat). His 5 o' clock shadow grins, bearing milky teeth.
"Hallo. I'm from Bwoston," it hails.
His hair has grown. His eyes have become more selfish, more careless.
What a hypocrite.
"Rich people piss me off," he said.
The damn prick. And look at that lazy ass. His aunt'$ money got him out of state, in some east coast college, potential budding like cat nip.
"God damn you," she said. Pursing her lips.
He stands, walks away, head low as he searches his Blackberry.
He
They say you can take the girl out of the trailer park, but you can't take the trailer park out of the girl.
We're born with it in our veins. Whatever it is.
It's there until we're silent, stuffed six feet beneath chigger-infested grass and aching elms.
And still, it pulses through our dead instincts.
White trash girls sneer, bearing murky teeth.
White trash girls shriek, rusty words clanging against torn lips.
A crucifix rests against her freckled skin, dangling in angst, pitifully swinging.
Eyes shadowed in fishnet glitter, her sun-spotted and dirtied irises.
Rouge lips decaying, she retells her clammy night with the contractor
"Have you ever swallowed your sorrow?"
It burns because gorging on something as rank as self-pity only sits in your stomach for a month, like that rotten roast beef you ate after you took one last hit of H and you realized how disgusting food really was and how your pockets were barren like her uterus, her desolate womb.
"We're never safe here, not anymore."
Because he just had to piss off the Vietnamese gang of starving, frustrated savages; they worked like the Vietcong, almost reborn.
And they stalked him every night shift, licked the tip of his shadow. And they were silent, dead, he had no idea he even set them on fire.
As the tea ket
I want to choke on chains so rusted that my blood feels victimized by iron oxide.
I want to dig so deeply that the unrelenting soil shreds my fingernails.
I want to toast socialism for robbing people of what freedom tastes like; they know a numbing escape.
She said he carved valleys into her face:
valleys from scars so deep you could drown in them,
scars so persistent that even sleep couldn't ward them away,
scars that gorged on freedom.
Pearls galloped out of her wet orifice: the enslaved warriors of sullen days past.
(I will never forgive Millais for painting Ophelia calm in the water. My cousin Noah died shoeless and struggling under a lonely mans hands, his eyes full of rain runoff. Real people dont sink as pretty as oil on canvas: Noah was four feet five on the autopsy slab, no flowers, no frames. I am ruled by the aesthetic, but I would embrace his every imperfection if it meant having him back. This clumsy dilettante still loves Noah with the scabs on his shins, sitting sloppy at Sams recitals in sneakers and shorts. Give me the asymmetry of his eyelashes. For the fir
Revised Parte 2 de S. S. by Clearlyblinking, literature
Literature
Revised Parte 2 de S. S.
Was it she sitting there in the pale dress?
Or in an unforgiving diamond shell
exposing her inner sweetness?
She bore a pale flesh physiognomy,
silky smooth to creamy porcelain,
richly cultured hazelnuts behind heavy eyelids,
coarsely roasted Turkish style waves,
the pressed Asian nose turned to heavy scents,
and densely soaked lips with stronger flavors.
She was a forbidden ecstasy:
to venture a taste at her darkest hints
was saturated sin for my wavering soul.
parte 2 de Sweet Seduction by Clearlyblinking, literature
Literature
parte 2 de Sweet Seduction
espresso strength to break down doors
in such lady fingers, soft as yours
deep chocolate eyes, round as the moon
custard hits your tongue, you loudly croon
as the flavor comes get off your feet
focus your mind on my sweeter treat
for times of joy or when life is through
take me away with tiramisu
See me roll two dice.
Seven plus ten equals seventeen.
One that is lost in dreams,
and thinks of broken schemes.
He doesn't ask why,
so he eats the entire humble pie.
I rolled the dice and life unraveled.
Two ones,
no answer,
no question either.
We are having dinner at a place I cant afford. Carl has gotten into middle age at some point, complete with good posture and brown loafers. Hoping he plans to pay but erring on the side of caution, I order soup.
It is not awkward. We speak easily as ever, despite the pricey menu, Carls shoes, and the last time he and I stood yelling in a room together, each so loud the words became one great indistinguishable noise.
Im so glad we ran into each other, he says. The waiter pours more wine. I begin to assume he is going to pay; that is what a man his age does when he brings a woman to a restaurant like this. You al
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